lol.

April is National Autism Awareness Month in the U.S., but this community keeps autism in focus year-round. If your life has been affected by autism, stop by for discussion (sometimes heated), advice, and support.

maybe i should go register.

don't deny me of my presence.
I am just a normal person. T_T

i am so tempted to deactivate fb account.
to stop myself looking at all those things that im not supposed to see.
and those things that makes me feel so sad.
and scared sometimes.

and all the things that screams at me telling me I AM NOTHING.
which in fact, i think i really am.

i really wants to run away.

i only need someone to tell me why.

why do i feel so disliked.

what did i do. or not do.

dun test me, i am only strong enough to put on the fake smile and pretend nth is happening. so will you, laugh it off, as always.



i realised...



how loser.